What started as a means of doing research, has turned into something else entirely. I don't know as of yet what this will be but it's in the hands of the Lord for now. I first recieved the Holy Ghost at the age of 16. I felt the call of God on my life and felt inpressed with missionary work. But I thought I was in Love and fell for a lie. It cost me dearly. I lost my selfconfidence . I'm not so sure my pride was not my real downfall. I couldn't overcome the blow to my integrity and so I pulled away from God. I was a failure and I couldn't face myself- how was I to stand up for god, dirty and abused as I was. I turned and walked away,I would soon live a life far from the one I once thought God wanted for me. So the story begins.
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